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[Tuesday October 20th, 2009 9:33am]
"It is not time or opportunity that is to determine intimacy;-- it is disposition alone. Seven years would be insufficient to make some people acquainted with each other, and seven days are more than enough for others."


(i'm in good quote mood.)
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[Monday September 28th, 2009 2:11pm]
On the morning you woke beside me--already thinking of going away--the sun did not fill my window as it does most mornings. Instead there was cloud and threat of snow. How I wish it could always be this way--that on mornings it cannot come itself, the sun might send me you.

--Alice Walker
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[Saturday September 5th, 2009 9:00am]
I've never wanted something so badly in my life. And I'm sure I'll be working harder than I ever have to get it. But it'll be worth it.
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help plz [Thursday August 20th, 2009 1:42pm]
Desperate for a job. For serious. Any job..Is babes hiring? I could be that one ugly one theyre always advertising...hah. Really though. People's lives depend on it. Not my own, mind you. But definitely someone's... /glare.

Any tips. Reccomendations. References. Fucking throw it at me. my number is 239-895-8453. Give it to me!!!
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desperation. [Monday August 17th, 2009 9:22pm]
So I'm desperate for a job, among other things. Any job, any small tid-bit that'll pay for just my phone bill so that I may obtain a better paying job. This is obsurd. Also, considering a new place to stay.

If I could find a comfortable place where I feel safe with Eres, I'd be content. Something that isn't exactly working out for me atm.

So besides being fucked sideways as far as finances and just your daily necessities, I'm quite happy. The oddest part is that I'm completely serious, you'd think I'd be balled up in a corner somewhere if you knew the whole story, but I'm managing. Quite goddamn well.
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i had to. [Friday June 5th, 2009 10:25am]


this is amazing.
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nervous. [Thursday May 28th, 2009 10:35am]
[ mood | terrified ]

Michaels taking his asvab at this very moment. Should hear from him around 1ish...at that point we will decide how/if this is going to change our lives forever. I'm apparently more nervous than he is. I guess cause he knows what he's getting into for the most part, and has decided that's what he wants. It's more complicated for me and Eres though since I dont know where we'll be staying while he's in basic, and if we'll live with him on base. And after ait, he'll be stationed someplace possibly even outside of the country. There is talk of matthew being station in korea, which is quite scary considering their missile launching...ugh.

Besides not knowing where in the world I could be living in a year, I have to realize that I will probably be married within a few months time. I'll be an army wife. I'm gonna go from stressing about groceries each week, to having plenty of everything at hand but stressing about my husband being away.

This is scarier than when I found out i was pregnant. I don't know at all how to handle all of this.

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another reason me and my kid are pure awesome. [Monday May 25th, 2009 10:04am]
"Mommy, you be the princess andI'll be the dragon." as she wraps a furry scarf around my neck...

"But...I don't want to be the princess." < me.

"Yes. I'm the dragon. So You're the princess. Daddy's the queen."

::laughing:: "Seriously. I don't want to be the princess."

"You turn into a pony."

"Oh. Well ok then."

I think my 3 year old knows me better than most.
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icon [Friday May 15th, 2009 11:49am]
look at it.
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[Saturday May 9th, 2009 9:24am]
I want a hamster and a video camera.


This has nothing to do with the awesome hamster videos I've been watching on youtube. I swear.



....I just texted this to michael before realizing just how weird it sounds.
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im no spoiler....BUT. [Monday May 4th, 2009 9:41am]
[ mood | geeky ]

Saw origins at midnight of its release (did you expect otherwise?). I'll be as vague as possible as to avoid spoiling it for anyone...all you hopefuls out there....how i envy you...

If you were left feeling how I felt, you should appreciate this:




Ok, it may not have cost a bundle of $, and it may not have your favorite sexy men as the leading roles, but it appears to scratch that Deadpool itch I've had for awhile now. I couldnt find any real trailers that hadnt been disabled so go check it out on your own accord. We'll be getting our paws on it as soon as were finished with volume 2 of the cartoon series :-D

On a seperate note: I'm trying to get my job back at game stop! I'm really fucking hopeful since i effin loved that job. mostly. The pay was pure shit and i was screwed on my hours by michelle....but she wouldnt be at this store which means life would be grand. So uuuh, cross your fingers.

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[Friday May 1st, 2009 12:56pm]


omg childhood memories...

the dvd's were just released last month. Guess what ashton is asking for this mothers day :-D
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[Tuesday April 21st, 2009 9:29am]
tickets for wolverine went on sale a few days ago. totally buying ours this weekend. mmmmmm....
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this is amazing.. [Friday April 17th, 2009 11:51am]
so, im obsessed with failblog.org. checking it this morning i found this:

fail owned pwned pictures
see more pwn and owned pictures

^ my hometown. then i found some of the videos...






the road the reporter is standing on, is the road i more or less lived on. theres a gold course behind him that i went sledding on...ill be calling my dad to find out if we know the guy.
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[Thursday April 16th, 2009 8:45am]
[ mood | very sleep deprived ]

i can still taste the guinness...


its 8:30am and im still a little drunkish. got about 3 hours of sleep last night, and not much more than that the night before since i ended up sleeping on the floor most of the night.

what what

i need sleep

what what

eat a peep!

actually peeps are gross, theyd make a better tampon than sugary treat. or army. man...easter candy is like free now at the store, i think ill go stock up on peeps and form a peep army.

i forget why i was blogging....

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sparkle balls. [Monday April 6th, 2009 8:55am]
First things first...I watched twilight. Twice now. First, tiffany's dad got a ripped copy and told us he had it and we all laughed and swore we werent watching that crap, etc. Sadly, I got insanely bored one day sitting all by my lonesome and decided for shits and giggles in, I'd see what all the fuss was about. It was horendous. The dialogue, made me want to choke a kitten. The girl was so annoying, she sounded so gaspy with everything she said. I dont know if that was supposed to make her words more dramatic or what, but sometimes you'd swear she was mentally incapable. Her codependency towards this Edward person was disturbing. Apparently this is what they want the little 13 year old girls who are SUPPOSED to be this series' audience, to believe as true love. BTW, Edward...NOT ATTRACTIVE. Why does everyone think this guy is so hot? I don't get it. The only characters that I could halfway endure, were the father and Jocab, the native american kid...cause he was kinda cute.

And then of course there is the thing about them...sparkling. WTF is that about...? After watching it I of course had to have michael and tiffany watch it with me so someone could understand all the things I was ranting about after watching it by myself. So we drank some beers and laughed and pondered over this "movie". I can understand a bad film, it happens. Generall a film based off a book is bad though because they stray from the book. In this case, although I've never read the books, I have flipped through one and was disgusted by the dialogue. The "grammar". The fact that people consider these books to be romantic in any shape or form worries the shit out of me. Is this what people pass for romance? This is teenage angsty infatuation at it's finest. Kinda like when the cute girl goes out with the dirty boy at school against her fathers will. Then she swears that hes her whole world, she cant live w/o him...she'll die without him. Blea blea blea.

I feel like i have so much more to say but Ill leave it at that. And I will rue the day this curse was presented to our children.
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[Saturday April 4th, 2009 9:47am]
Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction.
Antoine de Saint-Exupery
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im in a bad mood for so many reasons. [Thursday March 26th, 2009 12:55am]



....this lightens it just a little.
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[Sunday March 22nd, 2009 10:46pm]
anyone interested in playing some EQ2 with me? No? worth a shot...
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holy. SHIT. [Friday March 13th, 2009 8:40am]
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1014759/

O.o sweet jesus....
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